Private: Afternoon.
laraboltripley:
I am not afraid of anything. I don’t fear death because it is inevitable, I don’t fear the dark because it is just void of light, I definitely don’t fear my power because it is who I am. I don’t find a use to constantly run ‘round messing with the weather because there is no point in it. I don’t strike people down with lightning just because they somehow managed to anger me. It is self-control, it is knowing to repress impulses that can harm either myself or others that make me different from a lot of mutants as well as humans. Just because they fear us, want us opressed, it doesn’t mean I should have a disdain for everyone. There are a few, I am sure, that are horrible people, people that want nothing more than to see us burn in the most firey depths of hell. But to say that I don’t understand them? I can’t. I do understand them, for a time I was afraid of my own kind because of people who are hell bent on hurting people. Who is to say there aren’t mutants out there that dislike what they are. Are we going to wage a war against our own kind? Can we not all live in a unified existence? We have colored people, white people trying to overcome the social norms! There is a peaceful movement for it! Can we not do the same? Must we use force? Must we run around waving our mutant flag high saying we are better than everyone else? No, there is no need. The moment you go and try to force people to believe in a certain way, the more they will fight against it. In time, Aeron, we will prevail and we will live in some sort of copacetic environment. Rushing things will only assure our downfall.
As for our intelligence, you and I both are very aware that we have incredible mental power. I believe we both are very beautiful beings and I don’t doubt that you could somehow give me quite the challenge, if we were to ever have such a thing. I am not going to toss myself at any man.

Love, are you telling me you have no fears? Because if so, I will be the first to tell you that that is the biggest lie I have heard in all my twenty-three years. Really. Even I, who has overcome everything that I have ever been afraid of, still admit to being hesitant and scared at times. If you claim to be afraid of nothing, then I’m afraid you are far less intelligent than you led me to believe. You have changed the subject, dear, to one about powers. If you are too afraid of admitting your fears, perhaps what you fear is fear itself, and that, Lara, is the most deadly of them all. While I agree with your viewpoint on self control, there is a point where one practices it too often and therefore never allows their true emotions or wants to rear their heads. You should have disdain with them, no matter how much you wish to believe that you should not. I can see through this mask you’ve put up of the ideal X-Men figure, and I can see that you are doubting more and more each minute if you are on the wrong side. With each mutant sob story you hear, your heart aches as if it is your own, and it is yet another burden against the humans you must carry. Peaceful? Do you not see that they are too repressed? Do you wish to be beaten by police officers and raped because we are different, hm? Do you wish them to trap us in cells, as they did Emma, in order to keep us tamed, like animals. Rushing things will do the very opposite. As long as we are prepared, the humans will not have time to rally against us… It’ll be very easy to take them.
I’m glad we agree on something, Lara. It is a… refreshingly familiar sensation.

(Source: aeronbeaumont-circe)